weekend blues

Am I looking for a life that doesn't really exist? I am totally willing to work hard-and I do...but yet I feel like I'm always searching for a friend, a job, a city, a pair of jeans (ha) that is exactly what I was hoping for. I often find it-but it is in situations that cannot last. On a mission trip, or a vacation, or a visit from an old friend, or too far out of my price range. I really want to learn how to discern what it is that I _need_ rather than what I want. If I can discern that, then I feel like I'd be much happier. Why would I want more than I need?


In other news-I had a fantastic weekend in Indiana. I will truly miss having a destination point there. I will post some pictures as soon as I have time to upload them.

I always make up blog posts in my head-and they are consistently brilliant. Then when I sit down I can't fathom for the life of me how they began or ended.