woah.

So, I know I have a ton to do, and so much planning that could get done before I leave, but I just want to relax SO much from now until I leave! I just want to spend time with my friends, family, read, study about Italy, pack carefully and slowly, and not stress out about money. I am totally going to have to fly by the seat of my pants when I get back from Italy. I don't mind doing that at all, but I am hoping to move out in Sept. if at all possible, so that's the only problem. Lately I've been getting all these crazy deals on furniture and stuff at garage sales, and it makes me want my own place SO badly! I desire the space to create an atmosphere that people feel like they can drop in, and know that there will be a serene space. I'm not the most organized at keeping things clutter free, but I can keep clutter in my room, and clean in the main area. I seriously need like a whole room just for art supplies.
Today I bought a REALLY expensive piece of luggage to take with me to Italy for 2 bucks ;)
I'm going to Italy for seven weeks. Sometimes that sentence hits me really hard, and other times it means nothing. Like saying "blah blah blah" just bounces off of you. I'm going to Italy for seven weeks!!
Tonight a group of people prayed over me and my trip, and it was awesome. I want so badly to remember that this trip is bigger than me, or adventure, but a part of God's ultimate plan to bring people to Him!! God, please give me energy, stamina, a servant's heart, and a love that passes through language barriers!