church

today I got really excited about the vision of an "encounter service" that the church plant is going to do. I can see how God is putting me in a place to use my giftings, and it is totally awesome. I'm so antsy for it to get going. I'm also realizing that I don't like committing myself to things. I'd rather just continue to do something for as long as I'd like...and then leave whenever I want. Like, commitment ends my ability to leave at any moment for anytime...and I apparently don't like that feeling. God, you are going to need to help me out on this! Oh wait...and everything else too :)