decisions

it was a series of small stupid decisions really...not so much one big one. But, small mistakes they were, the reminder of them will follow me for some time. Emotionally and physically. I guess it's better than other things that could have happened. Maybe I needed a wake-up call, a renewed awareness of my own weaknesses, and a renewed knowledge of my need for strength from Christ alone.

God, thank you cannot express the thankfullness, and the awe in my heart that you would forget so many things. That you would use a broken vessel like myself. I know that you teach me and discipline me because you love me. Thanks for that. I hope it's a lesson I never forget.